Saturday, November 28, 2009

What I'm Doing...or At Least Trying To Figure Out

For over a year now I’ve been involved with a program at Montana State University geared toward promoting science education to middle school kids. Early in 2009 a few of us in the program envisioned adapting this ‘inquiry based, hands-on learning’ approach into a model that could be shared with disadvantaged communities outside the Bozeman area. The end of the year is approaching and our vision is starting to come to fruition, both in the form of the recent educational outreach to the Crow reservation and, now, with our first outreach to schools in the Kayamandi township near Cape Town, South Africa. The following is a little insight into some of my initial thoughts and impressions of the area…more will follow in the next few days.

After the first few days my main impression about South Africa was that it really wasn’t very different from the Central Coast of California. In fact, except for the locals’ funny accents and penchant for driving on the wrong side of the road, as I was sipping espresso one day I could easily be convinced that I was at a sidewalk cafĂ© in Santa Barbara or Carmel watching tourists looking at overpriced wine and art. There were plenty of students (young and white) and obviously well to do foreigners milling about and I was somewhat irritated that I had traveled 50 hours through 5 countries to get someplace that was just like the place where I had left.

So I should have mentioned that I’m in Stellenbosch, South Africa. It has been described to me as the ‘heartland’ of South Africa…not always with the best connotation. It’s a region famous for wine and tourism and this is something that is apparent walking down (almost) any street in town. So it is reasonable that my first impressions were as they were…because this place where I landed is basically the South African counterpart to the area in California where I left.

Everything changed this past Monday when I went to Kayamandi.

I was taken on an “exploratory” trip to a couple of the schools that we would be working with…then end result is that I felt completely overwhelmed by the situation here and the battle that is ahead of us. In retrospect, I think that over the past several decades I had developed an image of what “poor Africa” looked like. It looked like young children with distended bellies and big, pitiful eyes gazing deep into the camera as flies crawled over their faces. Sally Struthers was usually in there somewhere. The reality (at least HERE) is something that I wasn’t really ready for and I still can’t really figure out why.

First off – the kids didn’t look sad at all. No frowns or scowls, no pathos in their eyes. In fact, their gazes were more like smiling question marks…trying to figure out who I was, why I was there and what a connection might entail. They seemed pleased when I smiled and waved. I was too. They were all wearing uniforms…nothing on the outside suggested poverty or hardship.

But.

The schools themselves – I went to two and they were very different. One was an established school…full-on buildings, classrooms, play yard, etc. on a hill with a nice view of a valley and a pleasant breeze to keep everyone cool. But keep in mind it’s in the township…so there are cages covering the windows. Big cages which are completely ineffective in that the school is regularly burglarized. Computers, office equipment…even the doors off the buildings…everything gets stolen and, for them, they just say it’s part of life.

The other school was completely different, consisting of an assembly of portable buildings nestled right between open toilets and a foul river from which rats (and hungry snakes) come daily to raid the school’s food supplies (picture a squatter’s camp…that’s a school). It was too hot for the children to be in the classrooms so they were out on the dirt and cement porches playing a game with stones that somewhat resembled Jacks. No grass, no play yard…just white dirt and stone in the road between the rows of “classrooms”. This is a “temporary” school but that’s probably in name only. Land here is scarce and South Africa is hosting the World Cup next year; they’re building a soccer field nearby in lieu of permanent structures for the school. It’s incredibly difficult for the administrators to get resources (in fact…nobody GAVE them the buildings…they just took them over because another school was too crowded…and the buildings were empty. Apparently this is not uncommon). The headmaster told me that they had sent several requests to the government for supplies. They didn’t even receive a response until they sent a communication stating that, “the only language we know is to throw our waste bins into the street and light them on fire.”

The kids were about to be fed while I was there – I saw their meal - slice of bread and a cup of milk. I was told that for some of these kids it would be the only meal they eat all day.

I left the school really wondering what it is that we are going to be able to offer them. I’m in the process of figuring out what types of expectations we should have for this time. It started off as a means to improve “science education” but I think that it will really be much more…or much less, depending on how you look at it. More and more it’s becoming apparent that the critical goal should be establishing connection and relationships. Almost everyone I speak to says that, to really make a difference, we should be focusing on the teachers. I’ve had some great conversations with professors at the University here about this. We’ve talked about ways to mentor teachers and get them more involved. To empower them…to support them, etc.

This isn’t really going to be effective if we try to do it ourselves. I really think that “success” is only going to come with the long-term relationship…and it’s going to be possible only if local educators become the driving force. So – the questions become – How do we start something to do something that we really don’t know what it looks like or if it’s working so that we can help motivate and encourage people to do the same things (or better things) so that we can step aside and let them do it on their own?

For now – we show up. We try to learn and relate. And we figure out what the next step looks like.

I’ve been to slums and mansions before. From where I sit I can ride my bike five minutes north and someone might kill me for my cell phone. And that is not an exaggeration. Five minutes south and I’m riding past well-manicured lawns and houses nicer than any that I’ve seen in Bozeman or Big Sky.

I spent an afternoon this week visiting a winery with colleagues. It was incredible – great wine and a fantastic view of vineyards and mountains surrounding Cape Town. We could have been anywhere and, for a few hours, relaxed and sampled wine and coffee while idly talking about science, politics, etc. To get into this place we had to pass through a guarded checkpoint; the property is surrounded by electric fences and razor wire.

This is going to be interesting…

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

It's Working Out

So there has been somewhat of a hiatus with my workouts lately. I can chalk it up to being sick for a few weeks and taking a trip. Whatever.

So tonight I decided to go to the gym and run a bit. It was a little surprising i) how quickly I lose ground (in terms of endurance) and ii) how GREAT it felt to get back into sweat mode.

Time to get back on track...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The Win Column

I've had a pretty nice time in Virginia with my family. My son and I are a little under the weather but seem to be on the mend. It's been great seeing my nephew and niece (so cute). Also - especially in the midst of all of the drama and turmoil of the past year - it's nice to be able to land and feel like I have a sense of family. Not that I ever been particularly close to any of these people (ironically)...just that I feel a sense of place and support that I haven't before and I am pretty thankful.

After I get back to Bozeman I will have a mad, mad dash to get samples ready for South Africa. I have plans to make, still don't know what I'm doing for Christmas, etc.

All in all, though, right now I am feeling quite positive about the future.

Musical selection: "First Breath After a Coma" (Explosions in the Sky)

Friday, October 9, 2009

The Lose Column

Still snowing in Bozeman.
Haven't a clue what I am going to do in SA next month.
Got stalked by a cougar this morning.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

It's Tired

Giving a talk at Montana Tech (in Butte) tomorrow. This will be an amalgamation of my dissertation work and the stuff I planned on doing here that doesn't appear to be working that well.

I usually spend about 10-20 times as long preparing a talk as it takes to present it. Seriously.

Post this one in the "Lose" column...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Walking in a Winter WTF

So I don't live in California anymore. Let me be more specific: I don't live on the Central Coast of California anymore where "winter" means that you have to start wearing socks and the surf is going to get better. And it will rain.

I live in Montana where people have told me - and I'm not making this up - that they start to feel happy when it FINALLY gets below freezing. I had a colleague tell me that she LOVES the feel of -20 degrees. Freak.

Yesterday morning I woke up with a (deserved but unwanted) bitchin hangover and the realization that the weather wasn't going to make me feel better. Easterly wind (strong) and already snowing.

So I contemplated a day of sitting on the couch and hiding from the weather. A friend called and asked if I wanted to go grouse hunting. So I did.
The irony here is that I was prepared to complain about the weather all day but, instead, went out and walked several miles in the mountains IN the weather. Only flushed one bird but had a great time. The sweat and cold air was the perfect remedy for my hangover and I totally punched the oncoming Winter in the face.

Put that one down in the "win" column.

Friday, October 2, 2009

7 month followup

So...

It seems that all my good intentions to post seem to get bogged in the mire of "wouldn't it be great to write about (blah, blah, blah) and, HEY! maybe I should go for a bike ride!!!!".

Anyone who follows this (Sean) please give some tips (Sean) about how to get some consistency (Sean) with posting.

Topics that I COULD share about:

1) How to lose 60 pounds in a year
2) Science...and many tangential issues pertaining to it (social, ethical, etc.)
3) Divorce...Note: I know almost nothing about the actual act of completion (so far)...but I can speak of many of the darker points and some of the brighter as well (see topic #1)
4) Switching from PC to Mac

So (Sean)...what do you want to read about??